There were moments today when I felt so full and wealthy I thought I might bust.
And then those moments passed.
I am secure with what I have to offer ~ but who should I give it to? Do I worship~ can one live without worshiping anything? Do I inhale the rain that makes the air moist and thick today, or do I kneel and prayer to the rain gods. Should I stand amazed looking into the blackness of the night searching for stars or do I sacrifice that moment in hopes that the gods who have driven my sun to the other side will bring it back again? Some believe that feeling lost is wrong and morally objectionable~ but maybe understanding that nothing can be understood is just as large.